Wednesday, December 19, 2007
doubt
We decided to reduce my depression meds last week to see if it would cut down on the exhaustion I am experiencing every day. So far it hasn't helped too much (although I haven't fallen asleep while driving so maybe it does help a little) but the anxiety I am now experiencing is not worth the possible benefits. I think I must be going crazy. I am going through my life analyzing everything - my decisions, my direction in life, my relationships, my parenting skills - everything!! Even the knowledge that it is the change in medication that is making me feel this way does not help. John says it takes about 3 weeks for the body to regulate itself after a change in medication. I guess in the meantime I will just wait and hope and pray that I will survive till then.
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Hang in there, honey!! Make a paper chain with your kids to count the days to three weeks from now.
Please call me if you need anything!!!
Thanks Julie! I probably shouldn't post on bad days. I'm much better today.
i'm very happy to hear it! Happy almost Christmas! Got your card, btw, and you pictures are adorable!
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